i have existential stage fright (CitS #oo2)

ok so this episode is basically me overthinking my own existence for an hour.

we’re talking about that weird feeling of always being “on,” always being perceived, always playing some kind of role depending on where you are or who you’re around. content creator brain, real world brain, social brain… all of it. it gets weird….

we’re constantly performing on stage and IM TIRED OF THIS GRANDPA!!!! (:

join me as i spiral around about performance anxiety, identity, fictional worlds, and the observer effect (because my brain refuses to stay in one lane)

if you also feel vaguely like a sim being observed by invisible cameras, welcome… you’re among friends (: