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welcome back my lovely viewers! today i'm here to talk about the 7 evil excuses i use to avoid streaming. READ THE BLOG HERE https://heyshadylady.com/2022/12/13/7-evil-excuses/ from the stresses of trying to feel camera ready on a daily basis, to balancing a work life balance (that also compensates for my mental illnesses like bipolar disorder).... battling the discouraging analytics constantly shoved in my face to navigating the social dynamics & peer pressure to fit in making me feel like I'm back at high school. tech difficulties all the way to the the looming existential crisis of "what the heck am i doing with my life" ---- these are my 7 evil excuses I use to avoid going live on twitch. i hope that by sharing these with you, i can inspire you to overcome your own obstacles and pursue your passions with confidence. thanks for watching ♡ ------------ ♡ CHAPTERS ----------------------+ 0:00 - welcome back 0:32 - why is consistency important? 3:34 - EXCUSE 1 - i don't always want to be on camera 5:24 - EXCUSE 2 - it's mental illness, innit? 7:23 - EXCUSE 3 - analytics are discouraging af 10:10 - EXCUSE 4 - streaming feels like high school 13:27 - EXCUSE 5 - it's hard to strike a work/life balance 15:55 - EXCUSE 6 - tech difficulties suck 16:55 - EXCUSE 7 - i feel like i'm wasting my time 18:19 - how do i defeat the evil excuses? 21:36 - outro ------------------------------------------------------+ join my DISCORD community for artists, streamers, magical minds, musicians, daydreamers + nerds of all kinds! https://discord.gg/fWTpUt6ZmH ------------ ♡ FIND ME ----------------------+ website: http://www.heyshadylady.com twitch: http://www.twitch.tv/heyshadylady twitter: http://www.twitter.com/heyshadylady instagram: http://www.instagram.com/heyshadylady discord: http://discord.gg/heyshadylady paypal: http://www.paypal.me/tybaka ko-fi: http://www.ko-fi.com/heyshadylady tiktok: http://www.tiktok.com/@heyshadylady business only: heyshadylady@gmail.com ------------------------------------------------------+ envato placeit, graphics for streamers (affiliate link) http://1.envato.market/BXKAVB my equipment: (affiliate links! so i earn a small commission if you use these links, thank you uwu) webcam: (logitech c920) https://amzn.to/3pxnFsU current microphone: (shure sm7b) https://amzn.to/3w7tzDB audio interface: (audient evo 4) https://amzn.to/3gnnpbM microphone pre-amp: (triton fethead) https://amzn.to/2RD95DS mic boomstand: https://amzn.to/3gzvL0n old microphone: (blue yeti) https://amzn.to/2SiiHUI lights: https://amzn.to/3gigMHY el gato streamdeck: https://amzn.to/3zbEUV3 ------------------------------------------------------+ thanks for watching ^-^ ♡ 22:01
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7 evil excuses NOT to stream on twitch

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the final rose tarot is the prettiest tarot deck in my collection 😭🌹🎀

today i have a new kind of video for my channel! i'm bringing a little bit of my magical interests here :D so i thought a great place to start was by sharing my tarot and oracle deck collection i've been accruing for the last 10 years or so. i give a brief overview of all the decks, but would love to go into more detail if that's something yall might be interested in! happy samhain ^-^ 🌼 USE CODE SHADY FOR 10% OFF cute pet accessories! https://happyandpolly.com/ 🌼 0:00 - hi, happy & polly sponsorship 1:50 - my start with tarot 2:44 - final rose tarot 3:26 - beautiful creatures tarot 4:12 - everyday witch tarot 4:49 - cosmic tarot 5:25 - mystic mondays tarot 5:52 - vibrant rider waite-smith tarot 6:17 - el tarot, millennial lotería 6:55 - light seer's tarot 7:30 - tiny tarot 8:08 - hermetic tarot 8:35 - tarot of the sweet twilight 9:09 - alleyman's tarot 9:54 - cryptid tarot 10:28 - accurate af tarot 11:00 - ostara tarot 11:41 - miss cleo's tarot 12:07 - mystical cats tarot 12:48 - starman tarot 13:30 - kawaii tarot 14:06 - illuminated tarot 14:44 - förhäxa tarot 15:22 - borderless smith-waite tarot 15:50 - modern witch tarot 16:56 - gratitude oracle 17:23 - work your light oracle 18:02 - ryve believe affirmations 18:34 - sacred self care oracle 19:15 - stress less cards 19:39 - goddesses knowledge cards 20:11 - angels & ancestors oracle 20:50 - mindful messages 21:22 - green witch oracle 21:54 - rumi oracle 22:30 - the dreamer's deck 23:01 - land sky oracle 23:35 - the spirit animal oracle 24:15 - heavenly bodies astrology oracle 25:04 - dream reading cards 25:30 - divine abundance oracle 25:59 - moonology oracle 26:28 - moonology manifestation 26:59 - chakra wisdom oracle 27:40 - wild unknown animal spirit oracle 28:25 - outro 🌼🌼 TAROT DECKS The Final Rose: https://amzn.to/3TIcQSI Beautiful Creatures: https://amzn.to/3eKOVU8 Everyday Witch: https://amzn.to/3VKbrwR Cosmic Tarot: https://amzn.to/3ToK4qs Mystic Mondays: https://amzn.to/3SmCk6Y Radiant Rider Waite: https://amzn.to/3sdtNc3 El Tarot, Millennial Lotería: https://amzn.to/3F2N3ka Light Seer's: https://amzn.to/3sh8kz6 Tiny Tarot: https://amzn.to/3F2NjQa Hermetic Tarot: https://amzn.to/3MOh6xW Sweet Twilight: https://amzn.to/3TrWP3F Alleyman Tarot: https://www.alleymantarot.com Cryptid Tarot: https://tinyurl.com/5h6zyfb3 Accurate AF: https://tinyurl.com/54ady9c7 Ostara Tarot: https://amzn.to/3MPdgEA Miss Cleo's: https://amzn.to/3DfcJbU Mystical Cats: https://amzn.to/3DgVdEc Starman Tarot: https://amzn.to/3TDfR6Q Kawaii Tarot: https://amzn.to/3Dr5QVj Illuminated Tarot: https://amzn.to/3Tx2IMG Förhäxa Tarot: https://tinyurl.com/mtfddb2m Borderless Rider Smith-Waite: https://amzn.to/3VOTuNC Modern Witch: https://amzn.to/3VJSk66 Modern Witch JOURNAL: https://amzn.to/3VKg2z7 ORACLE DECKS: gratitude: https://amzn.to/3gwaTuc work your light: https://amzn.to/3TIiDrq ryve believe affirmations: https://amzn.to/3SkmNon sacred self-care: https://amzn.to/3eLDeMV stress less cards: https://amzn.to/3MRSoMX goddesses knowledge cards: https://amzn.to/3CKA3Nm angels and ancestors: https://amzn.to/3SByibn mindful messages: https://amzn.to/3TFf59n green witch oracle: https://amzn.to/3VKXyyp rumi oracle: https://amzn.to/3sgR8ts the dreamer's deck: https://amzn.to/3eUn3g3 land sky oracle: https://amzn.to/3guIAwf spirit animal oracle: https://amzn.to/3F9LFfs heavenly bodies astrology: https://amzn.to/3z1dCT4 dream reading cards: https://amzn.to/3VPRAw8 divine abundance: https://amzn.to/3SkzjV2 moonology oracle: https://amzn.to/3CSqrQH moonology manifestation: https://amzn.to/3VQVjdc chakra wisdom oracle: https://amzn.to/3F5iSZA wild unknown animal spirit: https://amzn.to/3CVCmwX 🌼 FIND ME 🌼 website: http://www.heyshadylady.com twitch: http://www.twitch.tv/heyshadylady twitter: http://www.twitter.com/heyshadylady instagram: http://www.instagram.com/heyshadylady discord: https://discord.gg/fWTpUt6ZmH paypal: http://www.paypal.me/tybaka ko-fi: http://www.ko-fi.com/heyshadylady tiktok: http://www.tiktok.com/@heyshadylady business only: hello@heyshadylady.com 🌼 MY EQUIPMENT (affiliate links!) webcam: (logitech c920) https://amzn.to/3pxnFsU microphone: (shure sm7b) https://amzn.to/3w7tzDB current audio interface: (rodecaster pro) https://amzn.to/3QXHRAE old audio interface: (audient evo 4) https://amzn.to/3gnnpbM old microphone: (blue yeti) https://amzn.to/2RD95DS microphone pre-amp: (triton fethead) https://amzn.to/2RD95DS mic boomstand: https://amzn.to/3gzvL0n lights: https://amzn.to/3gigMHY el gato streamdeck: https://amzn.to/3zbEUV3 🌼 29:17
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40+ aesthetic tarot & oracle decks 🌻🌙 my fairycore collection || beginner witch friendly

ever wondered what the routine is for a twitch affiliate on the grind? streamers get no rest lmaoo this doesn't go over my entire day; but just the chunk focused around the actual stream. so i show you how i prep my desk; get dressed up; launch all my programs; stream; and then wind down / close out at the end of a stream. hope you enjoy! ^-^ envato placeit, graphics for streamers (affiliate link) http://1.envato.market/BXKAVB ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ 0:00 - beginning the process 1:19 - update from the future 1:40 - thank you placeit.net ! 2:48 - cleaning your space 3:15 - starting up streamlabs OBS 4:18 - hair & makeup 5:53 - setting up twitch dashboard 6:31 - booting up extra programs 7:35 - preparing social media promos 9:32 - sound check 10:31 - finally going live! 11:00 - final minutes before stream 12:37 - forgot about my captions :( 13:17 - what's the actual livestream like? 14:06 - stream is over! 15:05 - raid etiquette 16:36 - time to get comfy 18:59 - outro 🌼 envato placeit, graphics for streamers (affiliate link) http://1.envato.market/BXKAVB 🌼 join my DISCORD community for artists, streamers, magical minds, musicians, daydreamers + nerds of all kinds! https://discord.gg/fWTpUt6ZmH 🌼 FIND ME 🌼 website: http://www.heyshadylady.com twitch: http://www.twitch.tv/heyshadylady twitter: http://www.twitter.com/heyshadylady instagram: http://www.instagram.com/heyshadylady discord: https://discord.gg/fWTpUt6ZmH paypal: http://www.paypal.me/tybaka ko-fi: http://www.ko-fi.com/heyshadylady tiktok: http://www.tiktok.com/@heyshadylady business only: hello@heyshadylady.com 🌼 my equipment: (affiliate links! so i earn a small commission if you use these links, thank you uwu) webcam: (logitech c920) https://amzn.to/3pxnFsU microphone from this video: (blue yeti) https://amzn.to/2SiiHUI current microphone: (shure sm7b) https://amzn.to/3w7tzDB audio interface: (audient evo 4) https://amzn.to/3gnnpbM microphone pre-amp: (triton fethead) https://amzn.to/2RD95DS mic boomstand: https://amzn.to/3gzvL0n lights: https://amzn.to/3gigMHY el gato streamdeck: https://amzn.to/3zbEUV3 🌼 19:48
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my daily streaming routine || witchy edition! || (day in the life of a twitch affiliate VLOG)

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